Wednesday 6/255/03


Oh my goodness...

Ok, So today was very interesting. I talked to my love interest again Via AIM while I was at work supposedly doing my SME duties...And I was, just not with the dedication and precision that I should have been. But I don't give a flying fuck. At least not till they pay me more or give me a reason to care. ...back on topic, I am not sure what to do with him. Living so far away and everything, I feel like I am setting my self up for something. I do not want to get to close to him. But at the same time I do, I want to get very close to him. I want to know him so much better. He has been and continues to be very sweet to me and he has all the romantic characteristics that I am looking for. we share a lot of the same interests and he does not hold my quirks against me. at least not yet anyway...but of course it has only been a few weeks. he does hate the typical things of all the previous boyfriends...IE, not wanting to talk on the phone, and being inconsistent about things that he says, like "I will be right back" then not hearing from him till the next day...but <and here i go rationalizing his actions again> he is sharing one computer with two other boys all of whom are in school right now and trying to do papers and such. But, in my defense that is what he told me today, and he was supposed to go out and look at a computer today for himself. So we will see what happens.
On another note, I talked to my friend Colbe for about an hour or so this evening which was great. I love talking to him...he wanted me to come out with him and his friend to a club called wet. It is amateur strip night and his friend was entering the contest before he goes back to boston tomorrow. I wanted to go but did not, only because it was already ten when he called and I would not have gotten home till around three or four, and being the person that i am and needing many hours of sleep, i just didn't. SO I pussed out and am now here righting to all of you instead...oh well...So, on that note I think I will bid you adue until tomorrow.
Night all my darlings.
Jason

Posted: Wed - June 25, 2003 at 11:50 PM   DigitalBoi BLoggin   My Drama   Email Comments

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